“We are a delightful match”

What a marvelous feeling it would be, if we could say exactly how we felt.

What a monumental victory it could be, what a terrifying thought

The same is happening with me from last few days, my mind is struck between the good and the bad, the right and the wrong, the blue and the red, the pure and the adulterated, the peace and the agony.

Last 3 days treats me as bad as it’s like 3 ages, I realized how much I love you, I am not denying that I never expressed my love for you before. I did and you know it very well, but there is a thing about love I discovered in last these days which people don’t understand is “It shapes you in its absence too” and it shaped me well.

We are human, and we have a tendency to modify our thoughts which best fits to our circumstances, we all talk sacrifices, honesty, bravery and truthfulness when it comes easy. We serve our goodness in the least challenging situation and like you and me, we all are selfish in our respected way, we often show our deepest love when we see it sliding away from our hands. But believe you me; it’s the truest form of realization.

Babu, i will always regret for the bad words I said to you, intentionally or unintentionally doesn’t matter. But the thing which really matters is, in the moment of immense grief we abandon hope, and that is how the light never returned to us. I want you to understand my grief along with yours. I am not coming to you with an idea of love that only brings you joy, my kind of love will bring you contentment, the sense of completeness.

Cookie, I would rather not choose a love story where I need to make continuous effort to make you stay with me against your wish, by manipulating your thoughts every time, I don’t want you to change yourself in order to love me. Darling; find yourself in me and if you do not see yourself, recreate yourself, but first, please find yourself.

I want our love to be effortless like it was from last one year. We dreamt of having a family together with Sherlock and Hridoy and Spandan. We spent countless moment to cherish each other, pampering each other, loving is such a small word for the kind of love we share, you loved me like my angels do and so do i.

I understand we have some differences which can’t be ignored, and you fear they may come in the way of your success, which is quiet a genuine fear I agree, but babu, success without each other also will mean nothing. Be with me, hold my hand, and trust on me, I promise whenever & wherever it comes to sacrifice I will come before you, even if it’s the choice of age you want to get married. I promise I will love you more than anyone could do; my love will grow more and more throughout our life. My love will grow in equal proportion even if you choose not to be with me, or to be with anyone else of your choice, as long as you are happy I will find myself happier.

My heart weeps every time I think of the day I said those bad words to you, and the sad thing is i cannot change it by going back to the past but babu, if we drift apart those words will haunt me throughout my life. When the night comes to break my heart, I always think of you, how I can forget the love of the lady who rescued me from a life threatening dumpster. The tragedy of every love story is in its ending, the blessing everything else. And we are indeed a blessing to each other.

Love, take whatever time you to want to take, introspect retrospect do whatever pleases you, but don’t lose hope before losing me, I repeat we are indeed a blessing to each other. My lonely will always look for your lonely. I know you very well Love. You are not so cruel what you are trying to pretend,

I know how much you dislike sid for not being with you the time you need him the most, and the hardship you faced in his absence, and I know you are the person of your principles, you cannot hurt me that badly. Dear, we cannot run from ourselves, we can only protect ourselves from turning into people we swore we would never become.

Marrying you is not my dream, to be with you is. You know, you are not an ordinary girl, you are magical, I see infinite possibilities in you, and you are a perfect mix of maturity and madness. we compliment each other, It always strengthens me to know I am the inspiration of such a delightful girl, and trust me over the year I have made you my inspiration. Babu, don’t take my inspiration away from me. I won’t be able to pursue my work without my inspiration. Sometimes we doubt more than trust, disagree more than agree, more tomorrow than today, and worst of all – more who we let go than who we let stay. That’s the problem. Trust me, i promise you will achieve more with me than you think you do without me

please stay, Be mine, and I know

“We were never a match; but always a marvellous misfit”

And I am sure someday our story will inspire millions of people

I LOVE YOU MORE